I wake up squinting in the morning. My reddish eyes were looking for somthing and that was reason, reason to get up.I got up struggling with my own thoughts. Hiding from everyone’s eyes , I took breakfast and went back to my room as if they want to snatch my food. I spend the whole day in my own room giving zero fucks to the world outside. I am empty from inside and my mind is blank may be because i have lost the driving force of mankind i.e. hope. With the helplessness i went back to my bed and closed my eyes wishing to fell asleep forever.